Sometimes I wish I could do anything I want without thinking, just in this moment do the things I really want to do. Life isn't that easy and if it was I wouldn't be pleased anyway. There is a part of me that is missing, and I don't know how to find it. There is just one person who know what I'm talking about right now and I think I want it to stay that way. There is so many people that wouldn't understand a word or a feeling, cuz' if someone felt the same way I am right now, I wouldn't be sitting here alone. The reason why this only person is not sitting beside me right now is not his choice, really, and if I was at some other place right now I know he would sit next to me with his arms around me and say he cares about me and that it's going to be okay.